i know my feelings are probably magnified in light of the christmas season, but more than ever am i desiring to fall in love. As cheezing as it sounds, it's true. Love is in the air. The more I listen to christmas music, the more I realize how much i love Christ and he loves me, the more i see couples wandering the streets at night admiring the xmas lights, the more i realize how much i want that. I want that man that desires to be with me. That man that i know would give everything he had for me and i for him.
now i know in due time things will work themselves out, but it's so hard. I always knew that i was a hopeless romantic. Someone once told me that when i loved i would love hard. Don't think that i'm dying here or extremely impatient, because i'm neither. I can wait, I have no choice. But i'm at that point where it hurts inside because I want to fall in love so badly.
It's exciting to think of the day when i will and what that might look like. But until then, i will sit listening to the thump of an empty dream.
Happy holiday season to everyone.
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